As she sat in the room sipping her coffee, her thoughts were wondering all over the place!
Why am I really feeling this way, why can not life be a little simpler and then she realised, with what has been happening in her life of late, it was it had all come to the top, she needed a space to just have time out on her own, to reflect on what life is really about, but she knew that she need to be in a space to be able to collect her thoughts and be at peace about it.
It seemed that the trip to melbourne a few weeks prior  had stirred a lot up in her soul, and sadness and emotional feelings had come to the top, and she was dealing with these and wasn't coping at all.
When her son had taken her to the Abborstford convent, it has brought miles of memories back  of what it was like for her as a child when she was at a convent as a child, though this convent was for wayward girls and the sisters would help, but the feeling still stirred in side her soul, she was so curious  she went and brought the book about the convent, called the Convent~This convent was run by the Good Shepard's Sisters , but the convent she was at was the Mercy sisters, Mercy where their was no Mercy she thought to her self, as memories flooded back in side her soul!!

AS she wondered though the Corridors of the convent with her Son and Husband, she could smell the wax on the floors, the sense of the Nuns been hard on the Girls..as she walked she also sensed the spirit of the broken of the girls, but still in all this she was fascinated by it all, and wanted to learn more of it.

As they walked toward the Coffee shop, to have morning tea, she sensed a very hard sadness that brought tears to her eyes, it was all to much, and the pain was stabbing in side her heart!