life is some times like this

Today Is one of those bad days, where you just seem to not be able to get out of bed or even make the effort to phone a friend, to say you need to talk. TWO days now I have been in constant pain in my lower back, my fault as I wore high heels to my Daughter birthday lunch, stupid me wanting to make my self look nice and now I am paying for it, though it just teaches me not to  make an efford next time.

I have to make a dicision this week, and it is a hard one, as I should be going somewhere on saturday but I am in two minds about going, its something I need to really bring to my prayer life, even though I dont have much of a prayer life at the moment/ I Could possible be going though a dark night ~

It would be nice to be this butterfly for a week, and just be.

The struggle of our Faith/

Well after five months of hell, well it felt like that, I am back to my old self, feeling more like being in a position of writing in my BLOG again

I must admit life is a Challenge, but I do believe with our God on my side, I wouldn't have pulled though.

Each day is a very big challenge for most of us, those that struggle with being put down,not wanted, not accepted, those of us that know in our Hearts we are doing the right thing, but not accepted by those that have a higher power,those that don't want to hear the truth or believe in the truth, This brings me to those Priests who are struggling because they are not accepted, not wanted, and put aside because of the higher power want full control.Bishops who don't see the true meaning in the sacrament of the priest hood.

We pray for those Priests who in their struggles, continue to keep the faith, to just keep going, get up each day and continue to pray and believe that one day the truth will come out. But what a horrible existence to know your not wanted or accepted, because you stand up for the truth, How does one priest continue to struggle though this, well only by the grace of God, those who believe in him and continue to support him in prayer and friendship.

Let us in our daily prayer Remember those priests who are fighting for the truth,That God will bring all those who have higher power to be open to the HOLY SPIRIT .To listen and not to turn their back on their brother Priests.