9/22/2012

I am only Human and I do have feelings!

The last 10 day have been hell, but some how I have come though it and through the grace of God, I am ok and able to tell the story.
David was in hospital for a few days having dental work done, so we stayed with our daughter, I hate newcastle, simple fact I had to drive in the mad traffic, now I am not use to this as my husband david would never let me drive in the city, but now I was forced to do it, well I did it, but just as i was getting used to driving to the hospital and to charles town david decided to take over and wanted to drive..!
a few nasty remakes and saying have been said to me over the last few weeks, and I have stayed silent,as if i said any thing I would have started to get up set and start shouting..

life is difficult, and I have been trying to work out why I have this horrible feeling in side me, I can not seem to bring it to the top .

I had a nice birthday despite not been at home, but all in all the kids made it good for me and wade took me for a nice drive along the beach and cooked a BBQ SO THAT WAS NICE,.
I did walk lots and have lost some weight I am continue to keep up the walking and cut back on intake of food, and am feeling more alive.

I am grateful to God for bringing me though the last 10 days and ask to help me get through the next week.