I contemplate on the pain I am enduring,~ depression all day yesterday~ and now this shocking pain from my lower back down my leg and I am praying,its not what I think it is, that I have slipped another disk in my lower back!!It is a very rare pain I will never forget when last time I ended up having to have weeks in hospital and then be operated on, I just trust this will pass as the day progresses!
A few weeks Ago I had a lovely visit back to my home town in Young,it was a nice few days, and to be able to go back to many happy memories, plus sad memories, but all in all it did me good, it was very painful to go back to my mothers grave and put flowers on her grave, but I believe she has looked after me all these years, its very painful growing up with out having a Mother,she died when I was six months old. but I am forever grateful for her for giving me life.
Well another week is in front of us, and we will be into August on Monday, the year has Nealy gone again, as you get older the days don't seem to wait for any one, or months,only 8 months till my Son is married, now that is scary, and I haven't done a thing about trying to get some weight off.
So this week I promise my self to try and walk each day ~ 30 min ~ follower my points ~ and stay away from people who have in the last week upset me,~ to be positive in my talking, and get out of the house and try and visit a few friends ~
AT MY MUMS GRAVE...
