llife does not seem fair, and yet we continue to keep hurting people and people continue to hurt us,and in saying this,could Jesus be in all this, I do not think so not for one minute an evil has taken over this world and their is a great battle going on, between good and bad,and the times we have tyred to be there and do the right thing, we only get slammed down and told to grow up ,or wake up to our self's,or you don't know what our talking about because you don't have a brain.
THE LAST FEW weeks have been hell for me,.to say the least and tonight as I was lying in bed thinking I should be up praying to get some peace in my life,i have this terrible discontent in side my soul,a feeling I haven't had for ages, a bad feeling, can not put a finger to what it is,i know i am so very discontented,an emptiness and sad feeling,
I am tied of trying to be the person people want me to be, and I am tied of been put down ,
In a way it is a suffering like Christ, he was rejected and hated, and yet what did he do wrong, ? The suffering that one suffers is in union with Christ, to bear the suffering well knowing Jesus know what it is like to suffer, he was just like us in all things but Sin and he knows what it is like to be hurt and rejected, this in it self gives hope because I know he is with me through all this and wont leave me, so I am grateful so i am forever grateful to you Lord ...thank you for not giving up on me as you know how weak I am.
