this year has not been a good one, to say the least, it seem to get worse towards Christmas, and Christmas day i am not even going their, the worse Christmas i have had for YEARS But i got through it and survived, through tears and sadness, but i did It. so i am looking forward to saying good bye to 2012 for good, NOT saying what 2013 will bring,
When I was pondering on my life though my prayers the other day, i thought to my self, how things have changed over the years, how people change, and how friends who say they are friends can turn in a second and be a different person, to the degree they wont speak to you any more, this has happened to me three times this year, and at Christmas time i extended my hand , being Christmas a time of forgiving and friendship, and this person didn't want to know me, so it is time to let them go, but got me is they call them selfs a christian and pray and go to church and yet do this, which i feel is not supposed to be like, but they are the loser, and i move on, i will pray for this person, but will never speak to her again.. A big lesson learnt to never put your trust in any one, only God as he will never leave you.
SO for my new year, I am going to stay away from people who up set me and are negative, and surround my self with loving and caring friends who know my worth, who accept me for who I am , and at the same time pull me up when i am falling down,and this also means getting close to the loving lord, letting him in my life all together, and being open to the will of THE Holy spirit.
I pray we all have a peaceful 2013 and receive many Blessing,
GOD BLESS.
