Today is another day:)

After my out bust yesterday with temper flying, cloths flying, books flying, I think I have calmed down a bit, only a bit, still not sure about what is happening with my weight, haven't been walking, just so how am I supposed to lose weight, today I will walk even if it is 10 min, and I will stay calm , even if it is 20 Min's,do my spiritual meditations and block people out, is the way to go today.have time out for my self...after yesterday maybe I should!!!:( my poor husband is still in shock how I let fly...:(

At long last my parcels arrived yesterday for me I have brought the most beautiful pink Teddy for my cousin who had a little girl last month, I am late to send it but I know she will appreciate it when it dose finally arrive ...girls are special, but boys are special also,but I just love babies, and till my dying day I will love babies, something calming and special about them, like a kitten...if only i HAD A KITTEN .but no more..

I have not be keeping a track of my weight what I have been eating this week, it is shocking,but will get back into today weigh in tomorrow...

Well David and my self and Ben are going out for lunch to day to maitland to Hogs breath cafe, to meet a friend, it should be nice and to catch up and be happy.

No more from me I had better go clean my bed room and get dressed and be happy....and enjoy my lunch.

I WONT LET THIS UPSET GET ME DOWN....

Well the last 24 hours have been drooling. and I don't think I could be more sadder than I am, but life goes on, and despite what that person said about me, I keep going, I am not going to let some one be under minding say I hide behind my religion...I am only human, I have faults also,so I made a decision this morning, and I think it is a good one, I deactivated my face book, and am going to focused on other areas of my life, like walking, and getting this weight off, this is for me no one else the rest of the world can go to hell, and what I do is my business, I am my own person, I had for two long in my younger days of people running my life and telling me how I should live,no more,I am not standing for it any more,yes I am angry..but for a good reason,and I am taking a stand,and if any one wants to say things about me like they have, they are going to be in for a big shock.

Despite me sleeping in this morning, it has put me back, but I will go and have a shower now and do what I have to do ..and enjoy what I have to do...and not give a thought any more to what has happened,just in my prayers pray for that person,,,or persons..

On a brighter note, am looking into going on retreat, with a friend some time this year, looking around where somewhere closer to home,and have few days away...which will be good, but in the meantime looking forward to going on the cruise in may,so am just focusing on that for now, and nothing else..

Have a peaceful day:)

Sunday afternoon

I should be cleaning my bed room, for weeks I have looked at a pile of stuff next the bed and it just lies there, I am going to get rid of it if it is the last thing I do. my daughter cleaned my bed room a few weeks ago so my job was to clean out draws and get rid of rubbish, but I have to admit I have been a bit depressed the last two days, and I shouldnt have,just been pure lazy, in my pray life and my blogging and other stuff, so I have to pick up my feet and get moving again, no excuse.
I am going on a cruise in May with my husband, so I dont have time to lay around and feel sorry for my self, I have to count my points and eat right and be positive,I need to get some kgs off before we sail off..it will be so good to go away for 10 days on our own, our youngest son Ben thinks it will be good not to have mum and day around!! more on the cruise later.
This week I am hoping to get a kg off I have been walking but today been so hot no walk, I do have to get my bumb off this chair after writing and go up to franklins and get some thing for tea, maybe a salad, my friend is coming to stay the night .
that will be good , looking forward to a few laughts very far and few of them lately...
My son Ben went to see Wicked today in sydney with his sister chloe,no doubt he will come home happy as larry and give up every detail of the show, loves life ben and enjoys every thing that is going.
Well enough from me now, I had better go and do this shop, drat hate going out in this shit of a heat..it is horrible.but it could be worse,,
till next time
have a good week.

its going to be a good year

so far this week I have had a up and down week, but to my dismay I did well at ww this week I followed my points and I walked and lost .7 so am so happy with that, it is going to be a good year, positive, I know it will be up and down but all in all its going to be good.

Going on a cruise in May so I have all the challange to lose weight and go and get a new cloths so that is my challange, and yes I can do it/

I have been counting my points on the net on the ww site and it is a great help i just love it

well till later
be Happy;)

I Have had a good week, though did put weight on at ww, but it was christmas and I only put on ,7 so that is quite good, but this week I am going back to the points and walk each day./

Today was a good day except for my sugars dropping really low, which makes me feel shocking, then for the rest of the day I am sort of out of it!!but tonight it is good and I am feeling my old self again,please God my sugarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrw will behave tomorrow!!
Tomorrow I am off to muswellbrook early in the morning to mass and confession, good for the soul

We are supposed to have a very hot weekend, drats I hate the heat,but will behave my self and keep cool
till next time bye for now