A week of HELL

Well I hate to say it, but my depression has come back big time, and the last week has been hell, I am just struggling to get through each day, the Thought of having to get out of bed dose not seem to be a challenge, so the last two days, I have stayed in my nightie and done absolute nothing,yes I have prayed, but all that is Jesus I Trust you, that is as far as my prayer is lately.

If you have ever suffered with depression, you would understand,but some don't understand,and are critical, and say wake up to your self, stop feeling sorry for your self, this is a horrible thing to have, and though I am on medication, some time I just get into the dark hole and can not get out of it..

A lot of issues, have cause this condition to come back on to me, losing a friend, who I used to confide in, and a friend who is dying of cancer, who is in denial, my weight, my sugar...the list goes one,

I often think Where is God in all this, he must be on a coffee break, he often goes on coffee breaks on me lately ,

WELL enough from me for now, I had better go and live for the day, count my points, and try and get into my photos...\

I think God UNDERSTAND WHERE I am coming from, have a Blessed week every one

I just want to feel better, my old happy laughting self, but while I am in this dark hole, I just have to try and manage one day at a time