Prayer is the activity especially intended for making fervent acts of charity. During prayer the soul lovingly meets with God. A soul that loves God does so with a pure heart; a heart that loves Him so much that it seeks only after His glory and His will. The prayer of a soul that loves God forgets itself and is ready to sacrifice every wish for Him. Its love grows stronger and will continue to grow as it performs all its actions with a whole heart and with all of its capacity for goodwill. A soul devoted to loving God has made the one necessary resolution in prayer which is to be recollected. Only then is it able to give itself entirely to God.

Time out

Today I did go to the Dr. and told him how I had to go to emergence at the hospital on Sunday with shocking back pain, couldn't walk, which made me scream with the angry pain in my lower back .
so More pain killers, God I pray they don't make me ill like the last lost, and have to have a CT Scan on Tuesday, so in the mean time I HAVE TO just rest AND bear what every my day brings/ no doing a thing,
I was thinking while I was sitting having lunch that we do not appreciate our bodies till something goes wrong ..God has given us a body to be gentle to, to look after and keep fit and well ..I am trying to lose weight and not do the things I shouldn't do but it is difficult now I can not walk because of this pain...These tablets I am on are suppose to make me sleepy, so far I am not sleepy but I pray and just sit in the stillness, and Turn it all over to God, and know I am going to get better.

I need to learn to just relax and know what ever happens it is all in the Lords hands, and I have to learn to trust him more, when I trust my world is better .