11/21/2009

I AM STRUGGLING IN MORE WAYS THAN ONE, AND AM FED UP/

Maybe I have to learn to be patient with my self, after the last few weeks I HAVE been struggling with health issues, more than one, I am honestly over it. Now I have Pleurisy and Bronchitis, and this heat isn't helping.

My question is do I continue to keep going to weight watches or do I just forget about it till I am feeling back to my old self, well IF I give up now the weight that I have lost will come back on again,wont it? The thing is I need some one to get me and make me do it walk , well in this heat to walk would be deadly, the last two days have been 45deg, to much to bear,
but then one has to learnt to discipline them self's and say yes you can do it and you will do it!!

WELL THE TRUTH IS..............I am struggling struggling with health issues, spiritual issues,and marriage issues, so I turn to God and hope that maybe he can calm me down and just teach me to be still and listen.

So tomorrow is another day, I will start again tomorrow,with the help of God
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