Sunday afternoon

I should be cleaning my bed room, for weeks I have looked at a pile of stuff next the bed and it just lies there, I am going to get rid of it if it is the last thing I do. my daughter cleaned my bed room a few weeks ago so my job was to clean out draws and get rid of rubbish, but I have to admit I have been a bit depressed the last two days, and I shouldnt have,just been pure lazy, in my pray life and my blogging and other stuff, so I have to pick up my feet and get moving again, no excuse.
I am going on a cruise in May with my husband, so I dont have time to lay around and feel sorry for my self, I have to count my points and eat right and be positive,I need to get some kgs off before we sail off..it will be so good to go away for 10 days on our own, our youngest son Ben thinks it will be good not to have mum and day around!! more on the cruise later.
This week I am hoping to get a kg off I have been walking but today been so hot no walk, I do have to get my bumb off this chair after writing and go up to franklins and get some thing for tea, maybe a salad, my friend is coming to stay the night .
that will be good , looking forward to a few laughts very far and few of them lately...
My son Ben went to see Wicked today in sydney with his sister chloe,no doubt he will come home happy as larry and give up every detail of the show, loves life ben and enjoys every thing that is going.
Well enough from me now, I had better go and do this shop, drat hate going out in this shit of a heat..it is horrible.but it could be worse,,
till next time
have a good week.

its going to be a good year

so far this week I have had a up and down week, but to my dismay I did well at ww this week I followed my points and I walked and lost .7 so am so happy with that, it is going to be a good year, positive, I know it will be up and down but all in all its going to be good.

Going on a cruise in May so I have all the challange to lose weight and go and get a new cloths so that is my challange, and yes I can do it/

I have been counting my points on the net on the ww site and it is a great help i just love it

well till later
be Happy;)

I Have had a good week, though did put weight on at ww, but it was christmas and I only put on ,7 so that is quite good, but this week I am going back to the points and walk each day./

Today was a good day except for my sugars dropping really low, which makes me feel shocking, then for the rest of the day I am sort of out of it!!but tonight it is good and I am feeling my old self again,please God my sugarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrw will behave tomorrow!!
Tomorrow I am off to muswellbrook early in the morning to mass and confession, good for the soul

We are supposed to have a very hot weekend, drats I hate the heat,but will behave my self and keep cool
till next time bye for now

Happy new year

It is NEW YEARS DAY HERE, I am sitting at the computer on my own and all the family are still asleep..may I add it is neally 11am. I didnt stay up to see the new year in, I was just to tied, and feeling yack, but now it is a new year that is behind me now and I am going to be more kinder and gentle with my self, walk evey day!!!!even if the house is untidy, just put my shoes on and my ipod on and walk dont think about it just do it...

My sugars are bad, but once I get into a routine and do what I am suppose to do I will be better for it, with the Grace of God he and I can do this together,with OUT GOD I AM NOTHING.

Our christmas was nice a quite one we had christmas lunch at home together as a family (see picture above) and then in the afternoon we visited friends,then went down to davids family for tea, that was shocking, some people can be so rude and hurtful esp when it was christmas, all the family receive money off the father except his only son david, very hurtful, I dont stand for that, next year we are doing our own thing, might even consider going overseas if we can save up in time.our daughter will be over there next year..

I have relised life is to short for negative people in our life, we need to be around positive people, who will love us for how we are and support us,that is what I am doing this year, to stay with positive people and not let people boss me and tell me how to life my life...

I pray every one has a wonderful new year love Joanne

A new day

well after been away from ww for sick weeks due to illness , I went back and joined up again, and to my amazing I had lost over the six weeks 1 .4 kg so I aM on the mark where I can now start again and feel positive.

so today is a new day a new week and each day I have to learn to focus and trust in God to get me though it. It will get hard, and it will be difficult, but I have to keep going.so I will post again when I have some new news
thanks for support

I AM STRUGGLING IN MORE WAYS THAN ONE, AND AM FED UP/

Maybe I have to learn to be patient with my self, after the last few weeks I HAVE been struggling with health issues, more than one, I am honestly over it. Now I have Pleurisy and Bronchitis, and this heat isn't helping.

My question is do I continue to keep going to weight watches or do I just forget about it till I am feeling back to my old self, well IF I give up now the weight that I have lost will come back on again,wont it? The thing is I need some one to get me and make me do it walk , well in this heat to walk would be deadly, the last two days have been 45deg, to much to bear,
but then one has to learnt to discipline them self's and say yes you can do it and you will do it!!

WELL THE TRUTH IS..............I am struggling struggling with health issues, spiritual issues,and marriage issues, so I turn to God and hope that maybe he can calm me down and just teach me to be still and listen.

So tomorrow is another day, I will start again tomorrow,with the help of God
Thank you for dropping by.

Just one more black slide....

I haven't been to ww for two weeks! not I ended up so ill at the Dr's with a shocking cough, the flu (hoping it wasn't swine flu) and Asama's which i haven never had before told to go home and stay home for two weeks don't go any where!! so I did, and well I am on the mend, still very tied, and just plodding around...I HAVE noticed I have been eating what I should be and by my scales I have lost 2kg so I am hoping when I go back to ww IT shows also!, it is easy to get out of the way we do thing,.and I HAVE been walking with my ipod, but with the cortisone tablets to help me breath they make your face round..well I am off them now.
So Monday is another start of the week and I am back on track...I have to be gentle with my self and not beat my self up so much.

THANK YOU TO THE two girls who drop by my last post and comment I appreciate your support and will keep in touch great to get feed back it makes me want to keep going..

Well I guess I really should finish up and go to be it is 12 30 in the morning far to late for me to be up ...
will be intouch again soon, love Joanne