Today I did go to the Dr. and told him how I had to go to emergence at the hospital on Sunday with shocking back pain, couldn't walk, which made me scream with the angry pain in my lower back .
so More pain killers, God I pray they don't make me ill like the last lost, and have to have a CT Scan on Tuesday, so in the mean time I HAVE TO just rest AND bear what every my day brings/ no doing a thing,
I was thinking while I was sitting having lunch that we do not appreciate our bodies till something goes wrong ..God has given us a body to be gentle to, to look after and keep fit and well ..I am trying to lose weight and not do the things I shouldn't do but it is difficult now I can not walk because of this pain...These tablets I am on are suppose to make me sleepy, so far I am not sleepy but I pray and just sit in the stillness, and Turn it all over to God, and know I am going to get better.
I need to learn to just relax and know what ever happens it is all in the Lords hands, and I have to learn to trust him more, when I trust my world is better .
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