life is some times like this

Today Is one of those bad days, where you just seem to not be able to get out of bed or even make the effort to phone a friend, to say you need to talk. TWO days now I have been in constant pain in my lower back, my fault as I wore high heels to my Daughter birthday lunch, stupid me wanting to make my self look nice and now I am paying for it, though it just teaches me not to  make an efford next time.

I have to make a dicision this week, and it is a hard one, as I should be going somewhere on saturday but I am in two minds about going, its something I need to really bring to my prayer life, even though I dont have much of a prayer life at the moment/ I Could possible be going though a dark night ~

It would be nice to be this butterfly for a week, and just be.