Another day another hour,

I am really starting be be over winter, and feeling cold all the time, but yesterday and last night I don't think I could have felt worse....A shocking night, nausea, bad head,. I don't feel any better today, but I forced my self out of bed and made the bed so I wouldn't get back into it!!

I was awake when David walked in the door at 1.15am from work, to his dismay asking me why I was still awake! and even had cleaned my room, folded up cloths put them back in there rightful place, believe me when your feeling sick like I was at 1 this morning I felt the room had to be clean as I though If I don't wake up and least they will find me in a clean room! I have never felt as sick as I did early hours of the morning...

My son Informs me it is only three weeks till his 18Th, I have to get my act together and order the cake, we have booked the venue and invites have gone, out, and I have that to look forward to and our three day cruise in September!! I say bring on spring, winter isn't my favorite any more!!

Well maybe tomorrow will be a better day for me..life goes on

A new day

Even though I haven been here for a while I have decided to come back and share what has been happening in my life!!

I have had my ups and downs, with a shocking back, and depression set in and back to the Dr I went to sort out medication, now they have me on a new tablet only been on for 2 weeks, still not feeling my old bubble self, feeling emotional, physical not well, spiritually I am doing well (I will talk on that further down)

As I sit here at my desk looking out the window with the sun breaming in on me, I think of all the wonderful things that have happened in my life, my family and my friends, even though in the last few weeks one friend, turned on me, It hurt, but she knows no better, I need to let her go, and know God can take care of her, he is the judge, and I am not to judge. Life goes one...

I am blessed in so many ways with my spritual director, who is leading me closer to God, and this help in my spiritual life, with my emotions it is hard to focus on my weight and try and lose it, even though I have promised my self I will walk for thrirth minutes each day, no matter what, and Know I will be better for it...and it will make me strong as each day I wake up to.

In May David and my self went on a cruise, it was nice, even though I got quite sick....but did enjoy our self, and it was great to get off the boat as we did the same cruise last year and couldnt get off it as it was the swin flu ship! we still enjoyed our selfs, despite getting off the ship.. \

well all from me for now but will post some photos up of our cruise

till next time

Joanne

A beautiful sunny day...

well despite only one more week to go till I have my knee done, I am happy to say today is a beautiful day,and the sun is shinning, and it is just good to be alive.

I didnt make it to ww this week but weight my self at home and have lost1.3 this week with out trying, only eating what I am supposed to eat.

Feels good, and well it is only 27 days till our cruise, so am excited about that and about going shopping for cloths and shoes next week, ...

We have been invited to a 21st on the 1st May the day after my operation, I should be up to it and happy to be able to go...now to buy a present!! it for a boy any suggestions for pressents????

well not much more I hope all have a blessed and happy long weekend

Not doing so good but getting there..!!

Even though I am able to walk, I have been watching what I AM eating and counting my points, it is difficult when you knee gives way, so on the 30th of this month I am going to hospital and they are going to do key hole surgery,I need to be mindful as WE ARE going on a cruise in a few weeks so want to be able to walk on the ship and when we get off the ship.AS THE LAST TIME WE WENT on the cruise it was the Swin Flu Ship!! so we couldnt get off!!

MY weight is frustrating me big time, by my scales I am only 91 Kg and by ww scales I am 93.3 a big difference, so as you can see I am very frustrated,and it annoyes me now as we only have one meeting and that is on a night time..they chloes the morning meeting..I weigh better in the morning!!

I had a nice day sunday,with my friend up at muswellbrook, here is a photo of us both after we had a coffee and lunch ..we were both at mass as we got the blessing for the St John Vianney prayer group..

I am going up to day to muswellbrook to see a friend and then see annette also, it is a nice day here, but chilli a little.

well hopefull this week at ww will show a difference in my weight..

I can not do what I am doing and keep Positive:))

Going to Mass at Muswellbrook for a Blessing for the St John Vianney prayer Group was wonderful, Fr James, give the blessing and said a beautiful mass,our photos on the steps of St James Catholic Chruch Muswellbrook...

This group is open to every one, one prayer and one sacrifice, for all priests all over the world, they need our prayers and sacrifices, for they struggle, for those that have fallen, need our prayers also, they are only human.. we need our priest, for with out them we would not suvive, with out Mass, councilling, and reconcillation..it is a great sacrement, we all need it.


If you are interest in joining this group, please by all means let me know and I can get the forms to you.
we will all continue to pray for each other

God bless

Todays a new day....

Even though last week was bad, this week will be better, going to the Dr in the morning to see why i have this cough after six months...didn't sleep last night and was very high with a fever and temp. but today is a bit better.

The weight is finally coming off last week I lost another .7 and felt good, going to be a good week again this week, I have been walking each day, bar one day for heavy rains, today I will go out in the evening as it is boiling hot again today,we had to put the AC on and cool the play down,but more storms and rain are predicted,I dont mind the storms I like to listern to the rain on the roof top..

Have an appointment with the diabetetic specilist on thrusday and not looking forward to that, I suppose I will face the music when it happens, will let you know the out come, later on in the week.

Georgina is proud of her baby chrickens she has five, they are the dearest little pets, and Clementine is still proud stroting around with her two baby, who are now four months old.

well all from me for now will go to my other journal and write in it....hope all have a blessed week

Joanne xx

Today is another day:)

After my out bust yesterday with temper flying, cloths flying, books flying, I think I have calmed down a bit, only a bit, still not sure about what is happening with my weight, haven't been walking, just so how am I supposed to lose weight, today I will walk even if it is 10 min, and I will stay calm , even if it is 20 Min's,do my spiritual meditations and block people out, is the way to go today.have time out for my self...after yesterday maybe I should!!!:( my poor husband is still in shock how I let fly...:(

At long last my parcels arrived yesterday for me I have brought the most beautiful pink Teddy for my cousin who had a little girl last month, I am late to send it but I know she will appreciate it when it dose finally arrive ...girls are special, but boys are special also,but I just love babies, and till my dying day I will love babies, something calming and special about them, like a kitten...if only i HAD A KITTEN .but no more..

I have not be keeping a track of my weight what I have been eating this week, it is shocking,but will get back into today weigh in tomorrow...

Well David and my self and Ben are going out for lunch to day to maitland to Hogs breath cafe, to meet a friend, it should be nice and to catch up and be happy.

No more from me I had better go clean my bed room and get dressed and be happy....and enjoy my lunch.